Lost
Assalammualaikum.
tired already. just when i thought im abt to fell the happiness i once lost, then here i am again, in depression like i was before. maybe even worse. im so weak . but one thing, i am so good at pretending now. even better than before. how can the same thing happen to me? the same shit keeps happening and i dont know what i did wrong to deserve all of those shits. i did not disturb anyone or making other people's life suffer. im the one who is suffering right now. cant you see? i dont know what i want, i dont know what i feel, its like unsaid feeling. like im gone, im gone to another world.
i was going to give my whole heart and being nice to everyone and this is what i get in the end? its hurt. Hurts like hell tho. Sigh . i've wasted my night crying for the same thing, over and over again. i dont know what should i do im just, not strong enough. Sigh
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Can all of you tell me what im doing right now? Here alone without anyone, just myself at here. No ones know im dying right now. At this moment i just feel like giving up. I just feel like want to give up with everthing. Give up. Can someone take me to the reality back? Can someone wake me up from this nightmare? Someone? Sigh i dont think so there is someone who is willing to help me. Nevermind, i will continue live in this nightmare.
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