Assalammualaikum ☺

Hi people! Okay lah, today just luahan hati i ok kikiki

For a few days ni opps maybe not a few days, okay for this year I've been through so many things & problems that always make me stressed out. Yes, this year was my hardship year. & this year jugak spm 😭😭😭 I always crying & being sensitive all the time 😂 me also always let the 'negative vibes' control my brain & being so fucking emotional. & can you imagine that NO ONE know what i had been through but their always put a blame on me for being so emotional & for other things 😭 weh I'm just a human with heart & not a robot okay . normal lah nak sedih bila ada masalah, takkan nak gelak bahagia semua weh gila ke apa haa marah ni 😤 same goes to you lah, you also always emo and sedih bila ada masalah ke apa right? but the problem is you just always dan suka cari salah orang tanpa nak muhasabah diri haa 😏 Nabi sendiri ajar umatnya agar sentiasa bersangka baik. Well, at least if aku biar negative vibes control aku pon aku still belajar untuk bersangka baik dengan people around me okeh 💁

gaiss, 
this year je dah ramai yang leave me & never comeback even all of them dah janji nak stay huhuhu bigbang pon dah lama buat comeback, yang dah pergi tu bila nak comeback ke life aku balik weh 😂😭 not just that, my 'bff' also said nasty about me to others just to show kau lagi the best kebaboom & perfect af 😏 hey cmon lah, mana ada manusia sempurna zaman ni weh💁 you know what It's like- I trusted you so much, I stood up for you, I was there for you. But what did you do? You betrayed me. So-called-bestfriend 💁💁 It's normal okay to tweets about what I feel or apa yang terlintas di benak fikiran ku ecewah at twitter or update moments at my wechat also other media social apps & like pepatah melayu siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya (idk that pepatah right or not but it sound like that lah Haha 😂) So, if terasa dengan tweets ke apa maknanya ada buat dosa and betul lah apa yang aku tweet tu huhuhu more painful & sakit hati gila namatey bila kau dah minta maaf and try to fix the friendship or any relationship but all of them never stop blaming on you, ignore you, buka aib you, palau you and more lah. Kang bagitahu semua kang nampak betul tak puas hatinya huhu

I know who always said nasty about my flaws, i know who is hypocrite, i know who always tell to others that they always by my side but the truth is not, i know who always put a blame on me, i know who hate me. I know all of them. But dont worry, maybe I'm good a revenge but aku dah maafkan sebab memaafkan lebih baik dari meminta maaf. For those yang selalu jaja cerita buruk aku merata, kita jumpa di padang masyar eh? Kau sendiri dah boleh beza mana baik mana buruk, mana dosa mana pahala, and kau pun dah besar panjang dah boleh tahu mana salah right? Terima kasih buat orang benci aku, elakkan diri dari aku, dan tolong sama sama sebar fitnah baik kau tu. Yanh dah percaya and sama sama sebar fitnah and buka aib aku, haa terima kasih juga ye huhu okay i know my life was fucking pathetic with  haters huhu no doubt 😂😂

but ingat, satu jari kau tunding dekat aku, empat lagi dekat diri sendiri. All of us tahu tiada manusia yang sempurna dan lumrah manusia melakukan kesilapan. Kau bukan Tuhan nak hukum aku, kau bukan Tuhan nak label aku ahli neraka, dan kau bukan Tuhan untuk judge aku ini itu. Please bersyukur yang Allah dah tutup aib kau kat dunia, tapi di akhirat kelak jangan meratap hiba pula bila aib kau dibuka. Terima kasih kerna tak pernah jaga aib aku dan sebarkan ke dunia. Tidak mengapa, aku maafkan. Dan aku akan sabar selagi sabar. Thanks for all your kindness haters 💕

Okay, bye 🙋