Disappear from reality 🌈: i cant sleep lah dey

can you guys tell what am i doing right , where i am and what time is it now?

ofcourse you cant cause u dont even know bout me.

its okay 

i dont know even & i find it difficult to understand myself lol

when i feel mad suddenly arghh annoyed this is really a mental breakdown

why so hard for all of u to understand me actually everything getting tighter 

i dont know how to tell you guys 

i become a person who dont know to tell story

i love to keep in my heart rather than tell ppl how hurt inside me

like what im doing right now, i should study 

and look at me! i hve book in front of me but i cant focus omg spm is abt 46weeks aliss! (oky dah start countdown) lol

& i dont know why i think all this stuffs at this hour ugh

okay pls stop thinking aliss

forget abt everything

& another 3hrs u hv go to school 

so abaikan semua nya

it may be tough now but the best is yet to come

remember. 

how struggle you are to face the obstacles

you still can beat them ok

ini semua just ujian & keep strong dear self lol

its okay if ppl dont want to understand you

its okay if you cant make them understand

Allah always understand. always. 

& its okay if ppl keep hating you

be happy cause you still hv ur family, friend, aween & ur bf

be happy fr them

Allahu pls give me strength to lose my bestfriends or someone i love one by one

but i also hope if you will open their heart to forgive my mistakes

and

i just want to forget everything focus on my study only

so pasni boleh p jauh jauh huhu

okay i think i shud go to sleep now

esok sekolah aliss hahaha 

okay gdnight x)