Daebak!
Assalammualaikum :)
Heyyooo! Ehehehe
Deactive. emm patutkah?
Ku keliru, menjadi buntu,
Patutkah aku deavtive cehh
Eh deactive apaa? :O
Lewls, aku berniat, Berniatlah. Berniat nak deactive twitter, blog, fb and whatsapp. emm ig? ehehe tu takboleh kuikuikui eh wait, pehal nak deactive? emmm naktahu takk? Nakktahuuuuu takkkkk? hahaha sebab...
Aku. Penat.
Hahahahahahahah penat. penat dgn semua orang. heyyy, im oledi tired. Semua nak kutuk. Semua nak benci. Emmm udeh kenapo? lewls salah apa yang aku dah buat kat korang? Jahat sangat ke aku ni? Salah ke kalau aku nak berubah? Why korang tak sokong aku? Why korang patahkan semangat aku utk berubah? Aku pon nak berjaya jugak, tapi bukan berjaya di dunia je, tapi di akhirat juga. Siapa je yang taknak ke syurga Firdaus? Syurga yg tertinggi, siapa yang taknak weh? Ya Allah, at this time i just wanna go away and run away from everything. im tired of everything..
emm do u know about this girl who is so good at faking that no one realizes that shes falling apart inside? The girl who smiles when shes sad, laughs when shes depressed and never lets anyone see the real her? Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand. *long sigh
When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay? Wahhhh daebak! im so good at pretending now, and better than before. Congratessss Aliss lewls
I'm going to smile...and make ppl think I'm happy...I'm going to laugh...so ppl don't see me cry...and even if it kills...I'm going to smile :')
Byebye :)
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