November of 2016; the end of my fairytales...
One day, you’ll realize that she was the one for you. The girl who stood by your side even if you don’t appreciate her. The girl you chose to let go because you’re full of pride. One day, you’ll realize that the girl you screwed up and left for another girl, was the girl who kept on fighting and defending you when she hears gossips about you.
After 5years of our relationship that doesn't mean anything to you, again you choose to hurt me. You choose to stay away &left me. You blame me for everything when you the one that should be blamed. You come back just to make sure that you can leave me again. Before this, I'm the only one who is loving you so hard. I'm the only one that falls in love with you, just me. I still give your chance even though you always left me hanging or hurts me. I still trust you with all my heart even you always break your own promises. I'm sorry, but I really thought you meant what you promised. Indeed, I'm a very silly and stupid human being for always trust you. and I still choose you even people around me said that you're a bad& worst guy ever. sigh. I was being hurt because of you, can't you even lend me some support? Aren't you being too harsh? Like seriously, "5years is nothing for me" just WOW! Do you know how much pain I was in? Honestly, even now, every time I breathe, it hurts. Is that all? Worry about me in an honest and sincere way. Till the end, you never say, you love me or you're sorry. You end up to choose her; who is more pretty& perfect than me.
One day, you’ll remember the girl who loved you so much that she forgot to love herself. You’ll remember her when you wake up when you eat when you’re about to sleep. She will be your greatest nightmare. You will be the one crying, and she will be the one happy with someone else.
One day, you’ll regret losing her. You lost the girl who did everything for you. You lost the girl who was always there for you when no one else is. You lost her because of your ego. You lost the girl who stayed by your side even if you threw harsh words to her. You lost the girl who tried to understand you when she needed you and you were not there.
One day, you’ll realize that she was the one for you. The girl who stood by your side even if you don’t appreciate her. The girl you chose to let go because you’re full of pride. One day, you’ll realize that the girl you screwed up and left for another girl, was the girl who kept on fighting and defending you when she hears gossips about you.
One day, you’ll see her happy and contented with the life she has when you left her. She will thank you for letting her go and for making her realize she is worth something so much better, that there is someone out there who is willing to do everything for her. She will look into your eyes with no feelings for you at all.
One day, when you see her, you will feel like you’ve been stabbed in your heart a million times for giving up on her. And when that day comes, no matter what you do, no matter what you say to her, it will not make sense because she was already done spending years of her life trying to make you love her as she loved you. But you didn’t.
Long-distance relationship will work if two people involve are strong in faith, love, and respect for each other. And based on my one side love story for 5years, you are not strong enough in faith, love, and respect.
And you girl who is happily building your own happiness over another woman's tears; ggwp.
from your ex.
