Hi. Okay, firstly I can't bear with this pain anymore. It hurts me so much. Lately, I can't stop crying. I've been so fucking weak. Day by day, I always the one who get hurt. I always the one who will cry & being so weak
I feel like I'm the weakest person ever.
It's like I'm drowning. The surface is getting blurry. My whole self is getting unbearably vulnerable. Oh, how beautiful to feel out of this world, out of control. My life plays above the surface... So far away... So dull and out of reach. I'm trying to grasp out onto something, so that I can once again, since a long time ago, can breathe. I'm suffocating. Why is no one helping me? Why is no one aware that there's someone dying in plain view. No one saw this coming, no one saw my end. My breathing has been cut off. My strength is out of the hold. My life is on the line. The pain is growing... Swelling... Consuming each second that I'm alive. Kicking, unheard cries for help. This is where it ends. Ragged breaths, blurry vision. This is my death bed. How rare and beautiful it is to even exist. It's time to go. My mind has won. Once again. I've being hurt---
I feel like I'm the weakest person ever.
It's like I'm drowning. The surface is getting blurry. My whole self is getting unbearably vulnerable. Oh, how beautiful to feel out of this world, out of control. My life plays above the surface... So far away... So dull and out of reach. I'm trying to grasp out onto something, so that I can once again, since a long time ago, can breathe. I'm suffocating. Why is no one helping me? Why is no one aware that there's someone dying in plain view. No one saw this coming, no one saw my end. My breathing has been cut off. My strength is out of the hold. My life is on the line. The pain is growing... Swelling... Consuming each second that I'm alive. Kicking, unheard cries for help. This is where it ends. Ragged breaths, blurry vision. This is my death bed. How rare and beautiful it is to even exist. It's time to go. My mind has won. Once again. I've being hurt---
