Salam.
Ok, hi stalker. Actually I don't know what I'm doing right now at thiss hour ugh maybe i just cant bear with the pains 😢 it hurts like hell even though I thought I will be strong as a hulk but I failed. Shit always happens when you trust the wrong people. It's like- I trusted you so much, I stood up for you, I was there for you, But what did you do? You betrayed me, you talk shit about me & about my flaws to public, you make others people that close to me don't trust me & hate me, actually what is your point to be my friend? Just wanna see me being low? Or being hate by my closest friends? HAHAHA thankyou bitch! You blame me because you being hurt & get hurt. You hurts me just because you being hurt. You show to others that you the one who being hurts even though the fact is I'm the one who is dying 😏
You don't even ask me why I have been so moody, not talkative person anymore or what ever. YOU DONT EVEN ASK ME OKAY? then you put the whole thing or what happens to us is because of me. You blame me for the faults that I never did. You make me being hated. You dont even talk to me. What do you said to your best friend? "Aliss palaukan aku" wait, siapa palau siapa sekarang? HAHAHA hello, I'm the one who is being 'palau' okay? You never know what I have been through this year. So many things & shit that always make me feel down & stressed out. So many days &nights when you're awake at this hour, staring at the ceiling with so many things on your mind. I feel like my head's eating my heart 😩 & all of you still don't know.. Then you blame me? HAHAHAHA OK
You know what I hate the most? I hate it when I would surrounded by hypocrite person 💁 who is good at making dramas, good at being two faced people, good at make other friends hate me, good at 'putar belitkan' story. Yes, i have to admit it. You really good at that 😏 nah big claps for you, drama queen 👏👏 please stop being friend that not even a friend okay? Stop being hypocrite. I hate it. It hurts me. I trust you, love you more than myself and what did you do? Sigh beb almost every night i cry & hoping that you did not do this to me. It's like- I cant accept the fact that you had betrayed me. I always forgive but I never forget. It hurts like hell okay & it is hard to forget 😩 sigh
Oklah.
I'm sorry, for not being your good friend or not always be there for you but at least I try. I'm sorry, for not being kind & good person, but at least I try. Bye xoxo
ps; you know what, yes aku terasa dengan semua benda yang kau dan kau buat without aku. Aku tahu semuanya. Kau cari sejuta alasan untuk buat kau tak salah, tapi aku. Kau cari beribu alasan untuk buat dunia nampak kau betul, dan aku salah. Satu je lah nak pesan, kalau kau rasa kau still perlukan aku untuk jadi kawan kau, i will always be there for you. Cari aku, insha Allah aku sentiasa ada untuk kau dan kau. Yes, aku tahu kau ramai kawan yang lagi better dari aku, but at least I try to being your good friend 😏
Ok, hi stalker. Actually I don't know what I'm doing right now at thiss hour ugh maybe i just cant bear with the pains 😢 it hurts like hell even though I thought I will be strong as a hulk but I failed. Shit always happens when you trust the wrong people. It's like- I trusted you so much, I stood up for you, I was there for you, But what did you do? You betrayed me, you talk shit about me & about my flaws to public, you make others people that close to me don't trust me & hate me, actually what is your point to be my friend? Just wanna see me being low? Or being hate by my closest friends? HAHAHA thankyou bitch! You blame me because you being hurt & get hurt. You hurts me just because you being hurt. You show to others that you the one who being hurts even though the fact is I'm the one who is dying 😏
You don't even ask me why I have been so moody, not talkative person anymore or what ever. YOU DONT EVEN ASK ME OKAY? then you put the whole thing or what happens to us is because of me. You blame me for the faults that I never did. You make me being hated. You dont even talk to me. What do you said to your best friend? "Aliss palaukan aku" wait, siapa palau siapa sekarang? HAHAHA hello, I'm the one who is being 'palau' okay? You never know what I have been through this year. So many things & shit that always make me feel down & stressed out. So many days &nights when you're awake at this hour, staring at the ceiling with so many things on your mind. I feel like my head's eating my heart 😩 & all of you still don't know.. Then you blame me? HAHAHAHA OK
You know what I hate the most? I hate it when I would surrounded by hypocrite person 💁 who is good at making dramas, good at being two faced people, good at make other friends hate me, good at 'putar belitkan' story. Yes, i have to admit it. You really good at that 😏 nah big claps for you, drama queen 👏👏 please stop being friend that not even a friend okay? Stop being hypocrite. I hate it. It hurts me. I trust you, love you more than myself and what did you do? Sigh beb almost every night i cry & hoping that you did not do this to me. It's like- I cant accept the fact that you had betrayed me. I always forgive but I never forget. It hurts like hell okay & it is hard to forget 😩 sigh
Oklah.
I'm sorry, for not being your good friend or not always be there for you but at least I try. I'm sorry, for not being kind & good person, but at least I try. Bye xoxo
ps; you know what, yes aku terasa dengan semua benda yang kau dan kau buat without aku. Aku tahu semuanya. Kau cari sejuta alasan untuk buat kau tak salah, tapi aku. Kau cari beribu alasan untuk buat dunia nampak kau betul, dan aku salah. Satu je lah nak pesan, kalau kau rasa kau still perlukan aku untuk jadi kawan kau, i will always be there for you. Cari aku, insha Allah aku sentiasa ada untuk kau dan kau. Yes, aku tahu kau ramai kawan yang lagi better dari aku, but at least I try to being your good friend 😏
